Friday, April 30, 2010

Sweeeeeee ;]

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy`=]

Haiyo,
Everyday also so cham ~
Yesterday went to school lu~
went to training also~
but rest and see what they learn~
I feel bad le! I feel like training but my hand really cant do it!
Hmmmm,
I after training at 4.30pm!!~
Haiyo~ somemore got meeting to watch movie at 6.45pm!
damm rush!! >_<"
Sorry wa~ let you guys wait me quite long!

I reach home around 5.40pm le~!
Left 1 hour to ready!
+ I bathe damm slow one!!
20 mins++ -.-''
I 100% late one!!

Than I rush till siao lo ~ !
Done everything by 6.30pm jor !
Very fast liao ler~ >_<"
Than reach Sungei wang at 6.40pm~
Woah!!!
Reached cinema by 6.44pm!~
Ngam ngam hou!
But also feel bad leh!
Like made them no time buy snacks? :c
Than watched IP MAN 2

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Comment : Ok lar, very nice ah! Haha~
Rating : 4/5 =)

After watch movie~
Dinner somewhere around my house ~
Than balik lu~~ !
Damm tired

Eye also CANNOT open...
Wear the contact lense for whole day ler...
Haha~~ =))

BYEEEE.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

爱是什么?

Hi guys..

It's a finally I update my blog nowadays huh? =)
Well, I just don't have the time to update my blog bah~
Form 4 life is not easy!! .. For ME la, not for those smarties..

Sigh,
I don't know what am I doing / thinking nowadays...
It's just, too much things for me to think... *cries*
Let me share abit,

Cheer 2010
Sigh, about this...
I sprained my leg and hand cause of Cheer~
absent in school for 2 days..
Made appointment with doctor~
Need at least 1 week rest for my right wrist!
If I continue training using my right wrist, it may cause fractured!
I can say I don't have any experience in any of this thingy..
About singing, dancing or other thingy that related to this thingy,
I don't even have 1% of experience! I feel so sad that I didn't learn piano..
I always feel like slapping myself ,
Why I can't do this and that?
Why I always fail in doing something when I always wanted to success?
and...
There's too much WHY in my thinking now~

I need supports from everyone! Serious... ='[

Love
Am I doing wrong all this while??
Did I made you feel irritates by me??
Am I too controlling you??
Am I doing very BAD....
I sayang you enough ma??
*sigh...
I just have too much doubt about myself.. I still feel myself is not a good gf..

For my feeling,
You treat me yue lai yue cold like that..
You know I don't like you to do this, but you still do~
I know that's your freedom...But I just don't like..
There may be reasons, but it's for you to find out~
If I tell you , You will say I'm thinking too much~
Well, it's easy for you to SAY...
I trust you, but I'm still worrying what you are doing there...

I'm just trying to vomit out all my feeling !! I really cannot tahan le!! T_T

Studies
SIGH*
Study study study!
I don't have the talent in studying!!
Serious~ =(
I'm a very slow learner !!
And I will prefer to do some easier stuff / work!
Like, interior design? make up artist? hairstylist? photographer? ...
Something that don't related to books !!
Sometime I just feel like giving up in studies!
But I know, nowadays peoples, only stick to smart peoples~
They want
Smart friends,
Smart gf/bf,
Smart partner,

Whatever is it la?

Cause they will say STUPID ppl have no future!!
But for your information~ I'm not STUPID
I can do art works,better than you!,looking at one book!! and memorizing like one shit!

I can cook! , so do YOU?
I can sew! , so do YOU?
I can bake! , so do YOU?
I can work! , so do YOU?

and.. I WILL TRY NEW THINGS !
Unlike you guys, study like one nerd!!
This and that also don't know!!
That's why I always look down on smart peoples!!
They look down on me cause I'm STUPID,
Now, I look down on them cause they are even more STUPID..

Monday, April 26, 2010

#_61 ♥

aih...
so sad ~
suffering too~
i dont know what happening to me er~
hand and leg sprained cos of cheer~
=(

need to see doctor already~ haihh..
always cannot success in this and that =(
i need you guys de support~
support me k~~~~~~

and..
i miss the old you,biiiiiiii =[

Sunday, April 25, 2010

愛不單行 (:

找不到人说心里的寂寞
zhao bu dao ren shuo xin li de ji mo
Unable to find what they call a heart's loneliness
找不到人懂怕黑的折磨
zhao bu dao ren dong pa hei de zhe mo
Unable to find what they understand as the torment of being afraid of dark
找不到命中注定在一起的那个人
zhao bu dao ming zhong zhu ding zai yi qi de na ge ren
Unable to find the one who is destined to be with me
很多人都像我 
hen duo ren dou xiang wo
Many are like me
一个人过生活
yi ge ren guo sheng huo
Living life alone

爱,只有简单笔画 
ai,zhi you jian dan bi hua
Love,it's just few simple stroke
却比想像复杂
que bi xiang xiang fu za
But more complicated than believed
恨安定爱变化 
hen an ding ai bian hua
Hate keeps love from changing
我爱过几个人
wo ai guo ji ge ren
I've loved a few people
也被爱过几遍 
ye bei ai guo ji bian
And have also been loved a few times
却还是没能将幸福留下
que hai shi mei neng jiang xing fu liu xia
But still unable to hold on to happiness

爱是不可数的吗 
ai shi bu ke shu de ma
Love,can't it be counted?
为何我还相信 
wei he wo hai xiang xin
Why do I still believe?
它不是独行侠 
ta bu shi du xing xia
It isn't a loner?
我在等一个人
wo zai deng yi ge ren
I'm waiting for someone
在等我的永恒 
zai deng wo de yong heng
Waiting for my eternity
告诉我爱不单行别害怕
gao su wo ai bu dan xing bie hai pa
To tell me that love doesn't travel alone, not to be afraid

用不完身边泛滥的自由
yong bu wan shen bian fan lan de zi you
Unable to use up all this flooding liberty
开始怕孤单是一种诅咒
kai shi pa gu dan shi yi zhong zu zhou
Now afraid that loneliness is a curse
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
xian mu wo neng fei de ren wei he zai tian hei yi hou
Admiring me,someone who flies,that after night falls
还是宁愿回到 
hai shi ning yuan hui dao
I'd rather return to
爱情那个枷锁
ai qing na ge jia suo
The stock and chain of love

我在等一个人 
wo zai deng yi ge ren
I'm waiting for someone
在等我的永恒
zai deng wo de yong heng
Waiting for my eternity

告诉我爱不单行相信她
gao su wo ai bu dan xing xiang xin ta
To tell me love doesn't travel alone, to believe in it

Time To LOVE (:



Johun saram nonun naege chotsarang
sarangul garuchyo jun saram
Never Forget you
I Remember You
giokhae no hanaman

[Rap] Hokshina norul bolka niga sajun osul ipgo
niga johahadon jjalbun morirul hago
nowa hamkke gatton gu girul jinagagi wihaeso
gudi mongirul dorasso hoksi niga issulkkabwa
jonhwa bonhodo ajik gudaero
hokshi narul chajaolkkabwa jipdo gudaero
nae minihompisoge nowa dutton noraeppun
hokshi niga bolkkabwa dashi doraolkkabwa
urinun ajik itji mothaennunde
urinun ajik soro wonhanunde
urinun ajik saranghanunde
otgallyo sashirun bogo shipunde
michidorok bogo shipunde
hanopshi nol gidaryo gyolguk norul gidaryo
hokshi hago momchwoso jejarirul maemdone

Johun saram nonun naege chotsarang
sarangul garuchyo jun saram
Never Forget you
I Remember You
giokhae no hanaman

Yo hokshina norul bolkkabwa bogedwemyon hundullilkkabwa
nae mami yakhaejilkkabwa mallabitun nal boilkkabwa
nowa hamkke gotton gu girul pihagi wihaeso
gudi mongirul dorasso hoksi niga issulkkabwa
jonhwa bonhodo imi bakkwosso
hokshi ni saengagi nalkka jipdo omgyosso
hajiman ibeson ajik mothan marisae
hokshi norul bolkkabwa dashi dora olkkabwa
urinun ajik itji mothaennunde
urinun ajik soro wonhanunde
urinun ajik saranghanunde
otgallyo sashirun bogo shipunde
michidorok bogo shipunde
hanopshi nol gidaryo gyolguk norul gidaryo
hokshi hago momchwoso jejarirul maemdone

Johun saram nonun naege chotsarang
sarangul garuchyo jun saram
Never Forget you
I Remember You
Ah Ah Ah

dashi shijakhae malhago shipjiman
dullijido tto boiji anhun norul chatgo isso

Oh~~

sodajinun jangdaebirul majunchae
uri choum mannan gugosuro ganunde
jashini nomunado hanshimhae dangshine
ttasuhaetton jari ajik gasume
non do gyondil su inni
gurom nado jogumdo gyondilteni
hajiman himi jom dulkkoya nomu saranghaetjanha
chamuryo aerul ssobwassodo ojjolsuga opso
hokshirado uyonhi nol bolkkabwa
gudaega nae mosup bolkkabwa
gourul bomyo nunmurul gamchwo
holshina no olkkabwa (hokshina gudae naege olkkabwa)

Johun saram nonun naege chotsarang
sarangul garuchyo jun saram
Never Forget you
I Remember You
giokhae no hanaman



TRANSLATION




Good person
you´re the first love to me
the person that taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you

Perhaps I´ll see you, so I´m wearing the clothes you bought me
And I cut my hair short like you used to like it
To pass by the way I used to walk with you
I went round the long way thinking maybe you´d be there
I still have the same phone number
Thinking maybe you´ll look for me again, my house is the same
In my mini hompy I just have the songs we used to listen together
Thinking maybe you´ll look and you´ll come back again
We still can´t forget
We still wan each other
We´re still in love
Separated, honestly I miss you
I miss you like crazy
I´ll wait for you no matter what, I´ll wait for you til the end
I stop to think, I´m standing still

Good person
you´re the first love to me
the person that taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you

Thinking that maybe I´ll see you, and if I see you in my heart will tremble
Thinking that my heart will sink and you´ll see me dry and wrenched
To avoid the way I used to walk with you
I went round the long way thinking maybe you´d be there
I already changed my phone number
Maybe I will keep thinking of you so I moved houses
But in my mouth there are still words unsaid
Thinking maube you´ll look and you´ll come back again

Good person
you´re the first love to me
the person that taught me love
Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you

I want to tell you to start again
But I can´t hear you nor see you even though I´m looking for you
Soaked by the pouring rain
I´m going to the place where we first met
I feel so pathetic
There´s still a warm spot in my heart for you
You can bear it
Therefore I will be able to bear too
But it will be so hard, I loved you so much
Even though I tried really hard, I can´t help it
Thinking that perhaps I´ll see you by chance
And you will look at me
In front of the mirror I wipe my tears
Thinking maybe you will come (Thinking maybe you will come to me)

Never forget you
I remember you
I remember only you
I want to tell you to start again

#_58 ♥


I'm a weak girl~ =)
I can't take pressure~
and of cos~

♥ hits me at most time ♥

#_57 ♥


Dying inside 'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds and I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
'cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gonna act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Exhausted day leh!

Oh~ I guess you guys will be shocked that I joined back Cheer 2010~ =D

practise like one siao person~ =/

now muscles all pain~! iish~


Thursday, April 15, 2010

Bad Day ~!

Sigh*...
Today will be my worst day la~
After 4 years bringing something I cannot leave without to school~
Finally,
I got caught~

I got caught after 4 YEARS

Today reached school at 6.10am..
LATE huh? XD
So, sit there~
For around 25-30 minutes??
Than only got students coming in to school~
Aww, I'm so proud that I'm always the first one reached school, everyday...

So, it's like~
normal assembly as usual~
7.30am~ !

So, teacher announce that we can go back to class~
Thn okay luh...

It's like, "EHH! wait! All form 4s stay here except for 4Sc.Omega and 4Amanah"
I was wondering what's happening there huh....

Yuan lai is......... SPOTCHECK

Wth?? I jitao shocked~
Wanted to run back class, but..
didn't intend to..
cos or maybe...
discipline teacher caught I bring phone~
It's like , they know it after 4 years.. x]

At first it was like, I put it in my friend's beg~
because prefects checked her !
so I thought won't have double checking on her!!

But, one of the prefect saw I put in her beg!
So its like , aww, too bad! got caught!

My reaction "SHITZXC"

Than, go to discipline room and tell teacher I want back my phone~
Teacher say need parents sign only can!

Shit man, Than wait until after school, my dad helped me to get back!

I FOREVER WON'T FORGET THAT PREFECT WHO CAUGHT ME!!!




Touch My Hand (:


Saw you from a distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

In a sea of people
There is only you
I never knew what the song was about
But suddenly now I do

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights
A wonder wall of stars
But the one that's shining out so bright
Is the one right where you are

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

Saw you from the distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
(Reach out to you, touch my hand)

I'll never get the chance again
(Reach out as far as you can)
I'll never get the chance again
(Only me, only you and the band)
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand, yeah